A Runner

There are times when we want to return to the past, to lose memories, and feel unable to stop looking backward. There is one philosophy that I love the most ‘bout life. A philosophy of a runner. A good runner is the one who ran as he leaned his body forward and keep looking ahead, but one time...

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The Cure

The water in the open ocean greet the sun, the sun makes it evaporates away into the blue sky high, in a short time the blue sky vanished into dark gray and wet and gloomy, look like it would crying over mother earth, the greenish and brownish earth’s surface overrun by tens millions of tiny raindrop...

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Sunday morning

"People simply need three things to be truly happy in this world. Someone to love, things to do & something to look forward." -Momm...

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God would do nothing on you...

Do you believe that time heals? Cause I used to believe it. Pain grows larger and deeper without any cure given even when time blew deceiving eyes. I guess trust faded as the time turning over and over. I guess, love either.My brain isn’t functioning perfectly. My heart ached. My head feel heavy. I heard that. The sadness that I have seen in every single word you said. Your puffy eyes never lie....

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The Movement Against Hunger #2 - Be Grateful

I saw a documentary film at church about the movement against hunger in earth. Began with set in a fast food restaurant, and then turned to a group of teenager who were chatting while eating. Not too long after that they left the restaurant with the leftover food on the table. Then the scene focused into the...

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The Movement Against Hunger #1 - Day Minus 5

"Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough." -Oprah Winfrey I’m a big food lover. I’d love to accept anyone who invites me for a culinary tour. I stand for hours to see TV show about food and cooking. Basically,...

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Deep and truthful

Unending love I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times… In life after life, in age after age, forever. My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs, That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms, In life after life, in age after age, forever.Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it’s age old pain, It’s ancient tale of being apart or together. As...

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Random thought...

S H E Teach me right from wrong.Teach me to see everything in every different point of view.Teach me to stop hating.Teach me to stop holding grudges; life is too short to spend in vain.Teach me to let go of something that suppose to gone.Teach me to forget anything that isn’t worth to stay.Teach me to forgive anyone who did mistakes; cause I did mistakes too; people did; everyone did; no one never...

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Mommy and September

Recent song on played: Wake Me Up When September Ends – Green Day “Here comes the rain again…falling from the stars…drenched in my pain again…becoming who we are…” Wake me up when September ends is the perfect theme song on this time if my life were a movie. Umm I know what is in your mind right now. It is my second blog post tonight & I just wrote this within half and an hour from the previous...

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Start it within ourselves

Damn. Feels like ages huh? I've been away from blogging for a week & my brain couldn’t stop to make so much thought inside my head. I don’t know where to start *again* I got so much ideas inside but it’s a little bit hard to write it out. Maybe this is the side effect of too much self torturing for my mid test. Oh anyway I just finished my mid test last Thursday, it spent four days and...

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They called best friends

I writing this while remembering our stupid and silly face that we make when we did something stupid Dedicated to:Faranindya W. A and Monica Amadea  Dear best friend You’re not genius but you always give solution for every problem that I have.You’re not clown but you always make me laugh every...

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He saved me. Again and again...

The first word that came out from my mouth is ZOMG. I don’t where to start, I don’t know what word that could represent my feeling, I don’t know how to explain this…Oh My God Jesus Christ I’m very, very surprised. Shocked. Startled. Am I dreaming? Or Am I living in a soap opera? Is it real? IS THIS REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL?! Ok *inhale *exhale. Is human population increasing that quickly? “WHY THE...

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He said...

"Expectation is the root of all heartache" - William Shakespe...

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Little thing that would be nothing

I want to inspire youI want to uplift youI want to comfort youI want to protect youI want to tease youI want to kiss youI want to hug youI want to heal youI want to hold youI want to hear youI want to tell youI want to feel youI want you But it w...

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Want or won't

Admit it: You won't like someone you can't have, because He's already with someone else." -@Hannaha...

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Invisible...it is inside us.

Human have a tendency to never feel satisfied. There no measure that is ever fitted perfectly to our wish. Nothing is  good enough. Even we were on the top standard of living. Honestly, no one is honest enough to admit that their life is full of prestige competition. Because people keep looking for what they have, not what they are. You can be rich, you can be a billionaire,  you...

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In short...it's called choices.

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, boyfriends, or...

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I need this one...

"If God brings you to it, He will bring you through i...

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Can I just tell the truth?

Recent song: Teardrops On My Guitar – Taylor Swift“He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar…The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star…He's the song in the car I keep singingDon't know why I do” I've retired being hypocrite. Sometimes I keep forcing myself to believe a thing that isn’t the truth. Lip says no, but heart keeps on saying yes. Because I know, I need to help myself...

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Them

So many times, life is unpredictable. You'll have both bad and good days.And really in the end, the only thing that matters is whose still there by your side. XoxoHa...

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Wishing this wishing that

Once in your life journey you feel like you need to pause your life, you need to stop and hiding somewhere. Looking for protection. Craving for love. And tired of being hurt. Sick of drama. Full of shit. Oh my God, I’m just seventeen last month and I already have bunch of life troubles. Sometimes I am thinking about getting back in the past. In my lovely childhood times when lost my candy is...

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