Just give a try

So many things occurred during these months. And I don’t even know where I suppose to start the story. I witnessed, heard and felt what I had never felt before…

Everyday everyone in any part of the earth is struggling with love. Whatever they’re going through, tears or laugh, with or without love, in fact they still able to live their life. It’s only, they often stop trying, losing hope, and at the end… they feel like they were fell down, couldn’t get up anymore, got lost and didn’t know way back home. But the whole thing was merely feelings. Got your eyes closed to stop looking at the reality. Yes, you fell off; you were two stair-steps backwards and just give yourself up. But, honey look ahead, look, there is only a stair-step left. Yes, you fell off this hard and found out there’s no helping hand for you to grasp, but look around… didn’t you notice the sturdy handrails, did you?. Yes, you fell down and wounded your knee, but remember they’ll get better eventually.

It is not supposed to makes any difference, between now and years ago. Remember then, when you couldn’t stand, you crawled; you did anything to make you keep moving. When you fell down, reach anything around you, and just give them a try. You used to stand after falling over and over again; you were a strong little girl then.

And you supposed to be now.

Cries make you able to sense happiness. Disappointment teaches you to gratitude the littlest things in life. Betrayal is one of billion ways that God sent to show you who are really true until the very end. For them who come to you in a very short time, makes you realize that’s not everyone do really care about you and your problem, sometimes the curiosity leads them come into your life.

Waiting… isn’t that bad actually. Sometimes, there are many things that humans don’t understand. Every single moment that occurs is needed process. Even though at the end of your waiting, you were way too far from your expectation, at least you have tried and waited. The end isn’t that crucial yet memorable, the moment in between the beginning and the end is. That’s whose shape you to be who you are.  You truly are.

Hence, face your problems, hang in there among thousands reasons that knock you down for one single reason which build you up and will keep you run. If you have to fight, fight to die.