A Runner

There are times when we want to return to the past, to lose memories, and feel unable to stop looking backward. There is one philosophy that I love the most ‘bout life. A philosophy of a runner. A good runner is the one who ran as he leaned his body forward and keep looking ahead, but one time there was a time when he wants to look back. Seeing how far he had ran. To see where his opponent’s position is. Then what happen? 

He fell and failed to win the game. The runner is me, you. Us. In the present time. When we keep looking backward, keep regretting the past that have occurred. We can’t move on even more letting go. Trapped and having no effort and courage to creating new step. And not trying, even when we know it’s the only way. Keep staring at the footprints that have been made, won’t change a thing. You cannot move forward if you continue to hold on to what’s behind you. It’s time to let go so that you will have both hands open to grab a hold of the future. Cause you know what? Tragedies did happen. Then what are you gonna do? Stop trying? Give up? Quit? No. When your heart breaks, you have to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are …and that pain you feel, it’s life.

To let go is to be thankful for past time that made you laugh, cry and made you grow. It’s about all you had, all you have and all that you’ll have soon. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up.

When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. And when life is getting bitter, say thank you and grow.

& I said thankyou for reading

Love

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The Cure

The water in the open ocean greet the sun, the sun makes it evaporates away into the blue sky high, in a short time the blue sky vanished into dark gray and wet and gloomy, look like it would crying over mother earth, the greenish and brownish earth’s surface overrun by tens millions of tiny raindrop that fall together.

The rain. For me personally it represents so many feelings. I saw an old man rode his bike into the rain, holding stacks of plastic-covered of crumpled newspaper. His body hit by the rain that punctured his skin, but look at the tip of his lips…knotted smile appeared. I saw little kids jogging, dancing and cheering in the rain with ball in their hands. I saw a man wearing his umbrella in the rain ran over to his lover with a warm and intimate hug that sweeps over the atmosphere. I saw… a lot of things that rain brought down to earth. I see a lot of love.

Any human being in the world basically needed love, just like plants need fertilizer to grow which the fertilizer needs man help to fertilize plants, and man needs their hands to hold it, and hands were created with ten fingers on it that fit someone hands. And love is needed to make this happen.

I think, rain explained many things. Rain makes someone shed tears as they remembered someone that take place in their heart. Rain makes someone smile without any reason. Rain brings up so many feeling, revealed so many memories, and a good friend when we feel low.

Nonetheless, rain made me see in different point of view. Cause I’ve conclude that rain brings love to earth. It comes with secret mission… I think. It showering earth with water and cooling earth for a moment to create a sense of warmth by giving cold.

This world is so cluttered and considerably lack of love, it crowded with hatred and needed a cure. And…the rain brings it along as they come.

Wish I could be the rain on your life

Love

Hanna

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Sunday morning

"People simply need three things to be truly happy in this world. Someone to love, things to do & something to look forward." -Mommy♡♥

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God would do nothing on you...

Do you believe that time heals? Cause I used to believe it. Pain grows larger and deeper without any cure given even when time blew deceiving eyes. I guess trust faded as the time turning over and over. I guess, love either.

My brain isn’t functioning perfectly. My heart ached. My head feel heavy. I heard that. The sadness that I have seen in every single word you said. Your puffy eyes never lie. I feel you, evenwhen I couldn’t see you. I know, you feel me near… Cause I’ll go nowhere but your heart. The only thing that would make me feel relieved is to see you happy. Please, live in happiness. I could. Not. See you like this any longer…

Loving you is just not enough

compared with your unconditional love

Just grown up girl

Hana

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