Track Playing On Repeat: Who You Are –
Jessie J
Everyone whose playlist have ever been
in shuffle must be once got their playlist know their feeling better than
anyone. Push the play button, turn the shuffle icon and let the magic happen.
What did you say each time you woke up
late?
What did you see as you stare at your reflection in the mirror?
What did you feel when you saw others are more than yourself?
Do not ever dare to say you have
never ever cursed God, grumbled, and lament your life.
One morning you wake up; look back
at your life records that kinda look like shit;
Find it very pissed then blame everything
that comes across.
One day you go out and want
everything to be yours.
One night you're stupefied thinking
about anything you do not want in your life, wishing it all would disappear in
a blink.
Wish if someday things that happened to someone else are happening to you.
Sinking in the sadness you made
yourself, by said "If only I were you..."
Not always everything the same as it seemed. That's why we're called human beings;
we are playing trick on our mind, even self-deception.
What you see OUTSIDE:
You saw a gorgeous girl whose car is
fancy walking out from her car welcomed by her friends who’s as gorgeous as her
and right beside her a friggin’ handsome boy who held her waist. You feel to be
the most unfortunate in the world ... but wait.
What you need to see INSIDE:
You have no idea when that gorgeous
girl was crying every night in her room, contemplating her fate that’s never
been happier than any other girl even though she has all the things that no one
else has.
Learn something already?
You only see the tip of the iceberg
on a deep blue ocean; you not close enough to see the bottom of it that covered by water. Look
closer, know deeper, see wider. What do you see? It is particularly only the
reflection of happiness. What happened exactly? This is what I call with ‘The
Sugarcoated happiness’. Unhappiness wrapped in a finest artificial happiness
cover.
F Perl, Once
said: “You are not in this world to live up to other
people’s expectations, nor should you feel the world must live
up to yours”
Live the life
you wanted to be; be with someone you wanted to share your whole lifetime with;
make friends with people you could put your trust in; the most important is… be
honest. First to yourself. If you’re not happy, try and fight for it. Don’t ever bother to faking it when it’s not even
look like one.
People this
day, describe their happiness by what people said, what do they look like,
property they have, money they earn, things they’re spent on, friends they hang
out with, house they’re living in, school they’re graduate from.
God, what on
earth is going on now? If it is your happiness level meter, you are on the
wrong direction. Not even close. Happiness is way 19999999999999 miles far from
that, buddy. You are too busy thinking about how to impress people you don’t even
like and do things you don’t even want to? Please, sit there and have a serious
talk with yourself.
...or, you could talk to me.
