Happy Birthday!

Recent song on played: I turn To You – Christina Aguilera

“…when I'm scared, And losing ground, when my world is going crazy, You can turn it all around. And when I'm down you're there - pushing me to the top. You're always there, giving me all you've got…”

Dear my long lost buddy there.

What are you doing on your birthday?

How is it felt to be 20? 

Happy birthday, Yokhebed Faranindya Wikasantiti Adi

As the year pass by, we get old and get used to each other.
We think alike, we read each other mind. 

Congratulation, on turning 20th. For lasting long on this cold world. Sorry for not being there to congratulate you, hug you, give you the birthday present and seeing your sweetest smile and big shiny eyes. Honestly I don’t know what to say, since I have really lots of things to say to. 

Friendship is not something that is written on paper, because paper can be torn. It is neither something that can be written on a rock, for even a rock can break. But it is written on the heart of a person, and it stays there forever.

For me having you as a best friend is worth keeping. You are not just only a friend whom I can share my happiness but also the burden. I am at ease whenever we talk about our personal lives and everything that surrounds us. Maybe, it is because you win my trust over any other friends I have met before. You've got my trust which is hard to earn.

That time, when all I did was crying over boy, you were there. Give me strength. That all hard times, when all I did was crying over a problem with some girlfriend back then after. You were there. Stand beside me.

I've met a lot of people but only few remains true and steady. These people include you. Though sometimes misunderstanding leads its ways, your forgiving heart is always there to set our friendship to infinity. You never tolerate my bad sides. You showed me the good in life and guided me for the best. Your advice are of great help in improving myself. 

Sometimes, I think about back in High school time. Because nowadays it’s a little bit hard for us to stay in touch 24 hours, telling each other what is happening and what will we do. Sharing each other story each day, about boys, friends or sometimes family.

Now, you have reach 20. From this point until then, remember. What have been happen yesterday, the fight, the tears, the smile because it what makes you today. , I just want to grab this opportunity to say thank you and let you know how good person you are to me. You have a compassionate heart that listens and an intellect mind that knows the good and the bad. Thank you also for the good memories we shared and for the genuine friendship we built. No one can ever replace you. I always thank God for giving me the chance to meet a friend like you. Someone whose willing to have me for the rest of her life. Glad to have you loves. I really miss you!!! 

You know what?

Life is boring when you are not around.

Much Love, 

Hana!

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Happiness #3

Mine is as simple as:

Take a look at my Mom's funny face,

while she's asleep.

Hearing my Mom's ugly snoring voices.

Laugh at my Mom's unfunny jokes.

Keep listening to my Mom's unavoidable nagging.

She makes me clearly happy,

without even trying.

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Happiness #2

Happiness knows no place. 

Find it anywhere.

Anytime.

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Happiness #1

Age 104 old man and his age 100 wife, they are poor, they have been married for 81 years and have never had a group photo. When the old lady dress up the wedding dress, old man so happy to hug his wife, and said his wife is so beautiful.

Simple is not necessarily the best, but the best must be simple.
Happiness is that simple!

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Happiness Logic (Part 1)

Track Playing On Repeat: Who You Are – Jessie J

Everyone whose playlist have ever been in shuffle must be once got their playlist know their feeling better than anyone. Push the play button, turn the shuffle icon and let the magic happen.

What did you say each time you woke up late?
What did you see as you stare at your reflection in the mirror?
What did you feel when you saw others are more than yourself?

Do not ever dare to say you have never ever cursed God, grumbled, and lament your life.

One morning you wake up; look back at your life records that kinda look like shit;

Find it very pissed then blame everything that comes across.

One day you go out and want everything to be yours.

One night you're stupefied thinking about anything you do not want in your life, wishing it all would disappear in a blink.
Wish if someday things that happened to someone else are happening to you.

Sinking in the sadness you made yourself, by said "If only I were you..."

Not always everything the same as it seemed. That's why we're called human beings; we are playing trick on our mind, even self-deception.

What you see OUTSIDE:

You saw a gorgeous girl whose car is fancy walking out from her car welcomed by her friends who’s as gorgeous as her and right beside her a friggin’ handsome boy who held her waist. You feel to be the most unfortunate in the world ... but wait.

  

What you need to see INSIDE:

You have no idea when that gorgeous girl was crying every night in her room, contemplating her fate that’s never been happier than any other girl even though she has all the things that no one else has.

Learn something already?

You only see the tip of the iceberg on a deep blue ocean; you not close enough to see the bottom of it that covered by water. Look closer, know deeper, see wider. What do you see? It is particularly only the reflection of happiness. What happened exactly? This is what I call with ‘The Sugarcoated happiness’. Unhappiness wrapped in a finest artificial happiness cover.

F Perl, Once said: “You are not in this world to live up to other people’s expectations, nor should you feel the world must live up to yours”

Live the life you wanted to be; be with someone you wanted to share your whole lifetime with; make friends with people you could put your trust in; the most important is… be honest. First to yourself. If you’re not happy, try and fight for it. Don’t  ever bother to faking it when it’s not even look like one.

People this day, describe their happiness by what people said, what do they look like, property they have, money they earn, things they’re spent on, friends they hang out with, house they’re living in, school they’re graduate from.

God, what on earth is going on now? If it is your happiness level meter, you are on the wrong direction. Not even close. Happiness is way 19999999999999 miles far from that, buddy. You are too busy thinking about how to impress people you don’t even like and do things you don’t even want to? Please, sit there and have a serious talk with yourself.

...or, you could talk to me.

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"The optimist says, the cup is half full. The pessimist says, the cup is half empty. A child of God says; my cup is overflowing"

---- @SidMohede

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Tell Me Something I Don't Know

"Do you know why people hate to admit they are lonely? It's because when you do, everyone thinks that something is wrong with you. They think "I have people in my life, why don't you?" But the strange thing is, you can have people in your life and still be alone. No one knows that better than I do."

----The forgotten

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04.22.2012 Quote

“Love is a magic seed. Your treatment toward them either makes it grow bigger or die before they even reach the ground.” - Hana Novita

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Just give a try

So many things occurred during these months. And I don’t even know where I suppose to start the story. I witnessed, heard and felt what I had never felt before…

Everyday everyone in any part of the earth is struggling with love. Whatever they’re going through, tears or laugh, with or without love, in fact they still able to live their life. It’s only, they often stop trying, losing hope, and at the end… they feel like they were fell down, couldn’t get up anymore, got lost and didn’t know way back home. But the whole thing was merely feelings. Got your eyes closed to stop looking at the reality. Yes, you fell off; you were two stair-steps backwards and just give yourself up. But, honey look ahead, look, there is only a stair-step left. Yes, you fell off this hard and found out there’s no helping hand for you to grasp, but look around… didn’t you notice the sturdy handrails, did you?. Yes, you fell down and wounded your knee, but remember they’ll get better eventually.

It is not supposed to makes any difference, between now and years ago. Remember then, when you couldn’t stand, you crawled; you did anything to make you keep moving. When you fell down, reach anything around you, and just give them a try. You used to stand after falling over and over again; you were a strong little girl then.

And you supposed to be now.

Cries make you able to sense happiness. Disappointment teaches you to gratitude the littlest things in life. Betrayal is one of billion ways that God sent to show you who are really true until the very end. For them who come to you in a very short time, makes you realize that’s not everyone do really care about you and your problem, sometimes the curiosity leads them come into your life.

Waiting… isn’t that bad actually. Sometimes, there are many things that humans don’t understand. Every single moment that occurs is needed process. Even though at the end of your waiting, you were way too far from your expectation, at least you have tried and waited. The end isn’t that crucial yet memorable, the moment in between the beginning and the end is. That’s whose shape you to be who you are.  You truly are.

Hence, face your problems, hang in there among thousands reasons that knock you down for one single reason which build you up and will keep you run. If you have to fight, fight to die.  

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