Holiday Air is just in the corner!

It's H-1 of the Final Exams. 

A lot of thing need to accomplish for today and days ahead. 

But already feel like a holiday. 

The demon of laziness is pouring his lazy spell all over my head, brain and mind.

 Is anyone going through what am I going through right now?  

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RED ALERT

The disk drive need a rescue as soon as possible. I show you how could possibly bad for being a movie junkies. I watch a looooooot of movies. From action, comedy, romance, crime, sci-fi, cartoon to korean movies (literally all genre). Do i need a new hard disk or selecting the top of the top movies and deletes the rest? Help. 

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Are they still going out?

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Good Girls Gone Bad?

I am a total Youtube-freak. Every single day without even miss  it (Yes, it's the truth) I'll always checking my Youtube account to see the latest music video. Lately I even called Youtube as my box of entertainment. Miley Cyrus was the first ever singer that I watch on Youtube (Her Vevo account). And after that my every day routine is always all around Youtube. Miley Cyrus is my all time favorite singer. Everything about her makes me jealous. Her life, her voice, her figure and yes, her HOT boyfriend "Liam Hemsworth". I swear, he was worthed to be love. How could I not love him??. 

Miley recently publish her latest Official Video of her new single "We Can't Stop". Browsing thru the internet about her new single and found out a lot of bad comments about the video. At first, I could only take a glance at the cover of the video and not yet watch it due to a bad connection. Until I watch the whole video and my mouth was like 'O.M.G'. Wondering why and why. Although I still loving the mp3 version rather than the video version, but still... this thought went thru my head like 'She is grown-up already'. The good girl gone bad. Hannah Montana image was gone like Whooooosh by the Bad Girl image. The short hair style, super skinny body, her red lipstick signature, the dance and even the story line of the video is totally a bad girl image.

Then some articles came out to public that Miley was in a serious desperation because of her parents divorce, and she is having a hard time during her music video making that makes her relationship with Liam is getting worse. Liam & Miley broke up (again?) and there were some rumor going around that Miley rejecting Liam's marriage proposal. As a fans, I do hope they were still going out or even married *fingercrossed*. They are a match made from heaven aren't they? (Who is agree with me? Raise your hands). Even after the heartbreaking moment of the rumor and also the new image of Miley, but still.. Miley new single "We Can't Stop" is on the top list of my July song-list favorite. Do anyone here share the same favorite song like me? What did your favorite song this month? :)

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Happy Birthday!

Recent song on played: I turn To You – Christina Aguilera

“…when I'm scared, And losing ground, when my world is going crazy, You can turn it all around. And when I'm down you're there - pushing me to the top. You're always there, giving me all you've got…”

Dear my long lost buddy there.

What are you doing on your birthday?

How is it felt to be 20? 

Happy birthday, Yokhebed Faranindya Wikasantiti Adi

As the year pass by, we get old and get used to each other.
We think alike, we read each other mind. 

Congratulation, on turning 20th. For lasting long on this cold world. Sorry for not being there to congratulate you, hug you, give you the birthday present and seeing your sweetest smile and big shiny eyes. Honestly I don’t know what to say, since I have really lots of things to say to. 

Friendship is not something that is written on paper, because paper can be torn. It is neither something that can be written on a rock, for even a rock can break. But it is written on the heart of a person, and it stays there forever.

For me having you as a best friend is worth keeping. You are not just only a friend whom I can share my happiness but also the burden. I am at ease whenever we talk about our personal lives and everything that surrounds us. Maybe, it is because you win my trust over any other friends I have met before. You've got my trust which is hard to earn.

That time, when all I did was crying over boy, you were there. Give me strength. That all hard times, when all I did was crying over a problem with some girlfriend back then after. You were there. Stand beside me.

I've met a lot of people but only few remains true and steady. These people include you. Though sometimes misunderstanding leads its ways, your forgiving heart is always there to set our friendship to infinity. You never tolerate my bad sides. You showed me the good in life and guided me for the best. Your advice are of great help in improving myself. 

Sometimes, I think about back in High school time. Because nowadays it’s a little bit hard for us to stay in touch 24 hours, telling each other what is happening and what will we do. Sharing each other story each day, about boys, friends or sometimes family.

Now, you have reach 20. From this point until then, remember. What have been happen yesterday, the fight, the tears, the smile because it what makes you today. , I just want to grab this opportunity to say thank you and let you know how good person you are to me. You have a compassionate heart that listens and an intellect mind that knows the good and the bad. Thank you also for the good memories we shared and for the genuine friendship we built. No one can ever replace you. I always thank God for giving me the chance to meet a friend like you. Someone whose willing to have me for the rest of her life. Glad to have you loves. I really miss you!!! 

You know what?

Life is boring when you are not around.

Much Love, 

Hana!

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Happiness #3

Mine is as simple as:

Take a look at my Mom's funny face,

while she's asleep.

Hearing my Mom's ugly snoring voices.

Laugh at my Mom's unfunny jokes.

Keep listening to my Mom's unavoidable nagging.

She makes me clearly happy,

without even trying.

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Happiness #2

Happiness knows no place. 

Find it anywhere.

Anytime.

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Happiness #1

Age 104 old man and his age 100 wife, they are poor, they have been married for 81 years and have never had a group photo. When the old lady dress up the wedding dress, old man so happy to hug his wife, and said his wife is so beautiful.

Simple is not necessarily the best, but the best must be simple.
Happiness is that simple!

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Happiness Logic (Part 1)

Track Playing On Repeat: Who You Are – Jessie J

Everyone whose playlist have ever been in shuffle must be once got their playlist know their feeling better than anyone. Push the play button, turn the shuffle icon and let the magic happen.

What did you say each time you woke up late?
What did you see as you stare at your reflection in the mirror?
What did you feel when you saw others are more than yourself?

Do not ever dare to say you have never ever cursed God, grumbled, and lament your life.

One morning you wake up; look back at your life records that kinda look like shit;

Find it very pissed then blame everything that comes across.

One day you go out and want everything to be yours.

One night you're stupefied thinking about anything you do not want in your life, wishing it all would disappear in a blink.
Wish if someday things that happened to someone else are happening to you.

Sinking in the sadness you made yourself, by said "If only I were you..."

Not always everything the same as it seemed. That's why we're called human beings; we are playing trick on our mind, even self-deception.

What you see OUTSIDE:

You saw a gorgeous girl whose car is fancy walking out from her car welcomed by her friends who’s as gorgeous as her and right beside her a friggin’ handsome boy who held her waist. You feel to be the most unfortunate in the world ... but wait.

  

What you need to see INSIDE:

You have no idea when that gorgeous girl was crying every night in her room, contemplating her fate that’s never been happier than any other girl even though she has all the things that no one else has.

Learn something already?

You only see the tip of the iceberg on a deep blue ocean; you not close enough to see the bottom of it that covered by water. Look closer, know deeper, see wider. What do you see? It is particularly only the reflection of happiness. What happened exactly? This is what I call with ‘The Sugarcoated happiness’. Unhappiness wrapped in a finest artificial happiness cover.

F Perl, Once said: “You are not in this world to live up to other people’s expectations, nor should you feel the world must live up to yours”

Live the life you wanted to be; be with someone you wanted to share your whole lifetime with; make friends with people you could put your trust in; the most important is… be honest. First to yourself. If you’re not happy, try and fight for it. Don’t  ever bother to faking it when it’s not even look like one.

People this day, describe their happiness by what people said, what do they look like, property they have, money they earn, things they’re spent on, friends they hang out with, house they’re living in, school they’re graduate from.

God, what on earth is going on now? If it is your happiness level meter, you are on the wrong direction. Not even close. Happiness is way 19999999999999 miles far from that, buddy. You are too busy thinking about how to impress people you don’t even like and do things you don’t even want to? Please, sit there and have a serious talk with yourself.

...or, you could talk to me.

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"The optimist says, the cup is half full. The pessimist says, the cup is half empty. A child of God says; my cup is overflowing"

---- @SidMohede

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Tell Me Something I Don't Know

"Do you know why people hate to admit they are lonely? It's because when you do, everyone thinks that something is wrong with you. They think "I have people in my life, why don't you?" But the strange thing is, you can have people in your life and still be alone. No one knows that better than I do."

----The forgotten

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04.22.2012 Quote

“Love is a magic seed. Your treatment toward them either makes it grow bigger or die before they even reach the ground.” - Hana Novita

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Just give a try

So many things occurred during these months. And I don’t even know where I suppose to start the story. I witnessed, heard and felt what I had never felt before…

Everyday everyone in any part of the earth is struggling with love. Whatever they’re going through, tears or laugh, with or without love, in fact they still able to live their life. It’s only, they often stop trying, losing hope, and at the end… they feel like they were fell down, couldn’t get up anymore, got lost and didn’t know way back home. But the whole thing was merely feelings. Got your eyes closed to stop looking at the reality. Yes, you fell off; you were two stair-steps backwards and just give yourself up. But, honey look ahead, look, there is only a stair-step left. Yes, you fell off this hard and found out there’s no helping hand for you to grasp, but look around… didn’t you notice the sturdy handrails, did you?. Yes, you fell down and wounded your knee, but remember they’ll get better eventually.

It is not supposed to makes any difference, between now and years ago. Remember then, when you couldn’t stand, you crawled; you did anything to make you keep moving. When you fell down, reach anything around you, and just give them a try. You used to stand after falling over and over again; you were a strong little girl then.

And you supposed to be now.

Cries make you able to sense happiness. Disappointment teaches you to gratitude the littlest things in life. Betrayal is one of billion ways that God sent to show you who are really true until the very end. For them who come to you in a very short time, makes you realize that’s not everyone do really care about you and your problem, sometimes the curiosity leads them come into your life.

Waiting… isn’t that bad actually. Sometimes, there are many things that humans don’t understand. Every single moment that occurs is needed process. Even though at the end of your waiting, you were way too far from your expectation, at least you have tried and waited. The end isn’t that crucial yet memorable, the moment in between the beginning and the end is. That’s whose shape you to be who you are.  You truly are.

Hence, face your problems, hang in there among thousands reasons that knock you down for one single reason which build you up and will keep you run. If you have to fight, fight to die.  

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A Runner

There are times when we want to return to the past, to lose memories, and feel unable to stop looking backward. There is one philosophy that I love the most ‘bout life. A philosophy of a runner. A good runner is the one who ran as he leaned his body forward and keep looking ahead, but one time there was a time when he wants to look back. Seeing how far he had ran. To see where his opponent’s position is. Then what happen? 

He fell and failed to win the game. The runner is me, you. Us. In the present time. When we keep looking backward, keep regretting the past that have occurred. We can’t move on even more letting go. Trapped and having no effort and courage to creating new step. And not trying, even when we know it’s the only way. Keep staring at the footprints that have been made, won’t change a thing. You cannot move forward if you continue to hold on to what’s behind you. It’s time to let go so that you will have both hands open to grab a hold of the future. Cause you know what? Tragedies did happen. Then what are you gonna do? Stop trying? Give up? Quit? No. When your heart breaks, you have to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are …and that pain you feel, it’s life.

To let go is to be thankful for past time that made you laugh, cry and made you grow. It’s about all you had, all you have and all that you’ll have soon. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up.

When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. And when life is getting bitter, say thank you and grow.

& I said thankyou for reading

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The Cure

The water in the open ocean greet the sun, the sun makes it evaporates away into the blue sky high, in a short time the blue sky vanished into dark gray and wet and gloomy, look like it would crying over mother earth, the greenish and brownish earth’s surface overrun by tens millions of tiny raindrop that fall together.

The rain. For me personally it represents so many feelings. I saw an old man rode his bike into the rain, holding stacks of plastic-covered of crumpled newspaper. His body hit by the rain that punctured his skin, but look at the tip of his lips…knotted smile appeared. I saw little kids jogging, dancing and cheering in the rain with ball in their hands. I saw a man wearing his umbrella in the rain ran over to his lover with a warm and intimate hug that sweeps over the atmosphere. I saw… a lot of things that rain brought down to earth. I see a lot of love.

Any human being in the world basically needed love, just like plants need fertilizer to grow which the fertilizer needs man help to fertilize plants, and man needs their hands to hold it, and hands were created with ten fingers on it that fit someone hands. And love is needed to make this happen.

I think, rain explained many things. Rain makes someone shed tears as they remembered someone that take place in their heart. Rain makes someone smile without any reason. Rain brings up so many feeling, revealed so many memories, and a good friend when we feel low.

Nonetheless, rain made me see in different point of view. Cause I’ve conclude that rain brings love to earth. It comes with secret mission… I think. It showering earth with water and cooling earth for a moment to create a sense of warmth by giving cold.

This world is so cluttered and considerably lack of love, it crowded with hatred and needed a cure. And…the rain brings it along as they come.

Wish I could be the rain on your life

Love

Hanna

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Sunday morning

"People simply need three things to be truly happy in this world. Someone to love, things to do & something to look forward." -Mommy♡♥

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God would do nothing on you...

Do you believe that time heals? Cause I used to believe it. Pain grows larger and deeper without any cure given even when time blew deceiving eyes. I guess trust faded as the time turning over and over. I guess, love either.

My brain isn’t functioning perfectly. My heart ached. My head feel heavy. I heard that. The sadness that I have seen in every single word you said. Your puffy eyes never lie. I feel you, evenwhen I couldn’t see you. I know, you feel me near… Cause I’ll go nowhere but your heart. The only thing that would make me feel relieved is to see you happy. Please, live in happiness. I could. Not. See you like this any longer…

Loving you is just not enough

compared with your unconditional love

Just grown up girl

Hana

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The Movement Against Hunger #2 - Be Grateful

I saw a documentary film at church about the movement against hunger in earth. Began with set in a fast food restaurant, and then turned to a group of teenager who were chatting while eating. Not too long after that they left the restaurant with the leftover food on the table. Then the scene focused into the restaurant kitchen, especially the trash  where the rest of the foods that had been consumed by the visitors located, and then there came a feeble old man with a rubbish basket, he took the rest of the junk foods and choose the parts that are not too dirty and still left quite a lot. He arrived home and was welcomed by five children poured out of the house with a face full of joy. And they were his children, the father opened the basket and the children scramble to take the leftover food restaurant. And they ate it. They ate the rest of the foods with a great happiness that glows from their eyes that night. And the most surprising part is the father didn’t forget to lead the prayer before the dinner and He said to his children to always give thanks for the food that they get. Then this film ended by the family laughter and smiles during the dinner…

"There are people in the world so hungry, that God cannot appear to them except in the form of bread."
-- Mohandas K. Gandhi

Heartbreaking, really.

Pathetic to see some people couldn't realize how lucky they are compared to people like the garbage picker man. Many people always feel dissatisfied and insufficient with what they currently have; they continuously compare their lives with people whose standards of living are much higher than theirs. Don’t they remember? There are many people whose life is far beneath the poverty threshold, who live under the bridges, survive with a bit of hopes and skills to obtain a bite of rice. Don’t they realize? Life would be better if they begin to be grateful for their lives; for what they currently have; for the things they get without asking; for convenience that anyone else don’t get; for excess food that they could afford.

Be grateful for your life now, for everything that affluent even excessive.

Change your view of life; take decision to be a better you. For those who suffer from hunger which snatched their happiness; for those who are in pain because starvation; for those who already taken; for those who keep smiling even though skin is the only thing that left overlying their bodies.

'The war against hunger is truly mankind's war of liberation."
-- John F. Kennedy

When you decide to help the hungry people by giving food that was formerly part of the food that you dispose uselessly , it mean you played a role in the movement against hunger. 13 million children are in hunger around the world and 40,000 people die every day from hunger. Make a change and be a part of few people that helped the starving.

"Why should there be hunger and deprivation in any land, in any city, at any table, when man has the resources and the scientific know-how to provide all mankind with the basic necessities of life? There is no deficit in human resources. The deficit is in human will."
-- Martin Luther King, Jr

© Original made by Hana Novita Hasan

Click these link to Help Them:

Action Against Hunger

Better World: End Hunger

Hungry Children

Children Hunger Ends Here

Feed The Children

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Hana

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The Movement Against Hunger #1 - Day Minus 5

"Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough."
-Oprah Winfrey

I’m a big food lover. I’d love to accept anyone who invites me for a culinary tour. I stand for hours to see TV show about food and cooking. Basically, I love eating. I frequently spend time with some of my friends hanging out to go eating. And often, I saw they are wasting foods in vain. Especially, rice. I don’t know is there any special reason behind that. Some of them just ate one or two spoons, and then the rest is wasted. Maybe they don’t like it and decide to not eat it. I thought they shouldn’t ordering food that they don’t like, do they? I really don’t like those types who love to throw food, not only because I’m a foodie, but also there is something extremely crucial behind a bite of rice that being wasted.

Far out there, somewhere, there are hundreds or even millions people drenched in sweat toil every day, against the heat of afternoon sun in the middle of the street selling newspaper, busking, scavenger, fight tooth and nail don’t considering the mounting tiredness, or maybe stealing or picking pockets up, until the worst is willing to die for a dime of money for a bite of rice. Noticeable difference. Social gaps that is so pathetic. People throw away foods that easy and the other sides there are people who scavenge food from the garbage can.

"When we work to end childhood hunger, we are giving our love to kids who need it so much they will never ask for it."
-- Beau Bridges

I grew up with a strong embedded self consciousness about appreciating foods, about how grateful that we are able to eat without working hard. Sometimes some people forget how it feels struggling or had never feeling a hard life thereby making them forget to be grateful. Or at least show their appreciation for their parent hard work to earn money by being wise in ‘throwing foods case’. I didn’t mean to offend anyone, let alone patronizing you. I just expressed what had been jammed in my mind; write what I think needs to be written and tell what I think you all need to know. No more, no less….

Help those who is in hunger with small things like stop wasting food.
-- Hana Novita Hasan

© Original made by Hana Novita Hasan

"We know that a peaceful world cannot long exist, one-third rich and two-thirds hungry."
-- Jimmy Carter

"We need to stop the dying and start the living; stop the hunger and start the hoping."
-- Penelope Cruz

Click here to see about Movement Against Hunger, and also here.

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Hanna

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Deep and truthful

Unending love

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
In life after life, in age after age, forever.

Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it’s age old pain,
It’s ancient tale of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star, piercing the darkness of time.
You become an image of what is remembered forever.

You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
At the heart of time, love of one for another.
We have played along side millions of lovers,
Shared in the same shy sweetness of meeting,
the distressful tears of farewell,
Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

Today it is heaped at your feet, it has found its end in you
The love of all man’s days both past and forever:
Universal joy, universal sorrow, universal life.
The memories of all loves merging with this one love of ours -
And the songs of every poet past and forever.

~Rabindranath Tagore
Translated by William Radice

Actually I'm not in the mood of writing anything, due to my pilling up assignment I found my level of fatigue is on the highest level... So I copy this incredible writing to my blog. 

Bonne nuit

Beaucoup d'amour

Hanna

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